Then there's the dream of the Orient adventure
somehow
always set in the tired mountains of Kentucky. Or images of driving around
with purpose
unstatable but imperative destination. The streets of the
base
the research lab
the Coast Guard station; never an exit
sometimes
a chase
an elusion.
Occasionally
visions. Visions of her. I've known
her since the third grade. Eden implied
more than Eve.
Echoes from the future
inverted event horizon.
Unknowingly
we measure time as if it were ticks on a ruler
a dimensionless
scalar. It is more than a quantity
a quantum; it is quality
dimension.
Time is a vector
an essence of the continuum
integral to our understanding
of existence
essential. The possibilities
probabilities; all exist within
time... in time
all things exist. Relativity flies in the face of reason
without reference.
An Ancient One revealed himself to me
hooded
imposing
on a grassy knoll. Aged amorphous androgyny sheathed in robes weaved from
the fabric of reality. I recognized him for what he was. I knew this was
the only time there was. Stone faced before me
allowing one question
only one question and then.... My mind raced
what was that one riddle?
Would he understand my feeble tongue? Could I comprehend the response
not waste his time? The skies becoming as rock.
"Is it true?" I blurt
a diamond tearing from my
coal eye. He circles counter-clockwise
turning back the hands of time;
I am granted another question. Upon a grassy plain
wind sweeps.
"Are you alone?" He circles
again to my left. As
I turn to face him
I am on a suburban sidewalk and find four teens of
four races with smiles and giggles. They motion for me to join
follow
them
and as I step towards
they scatter to the four corners
winds bar
my progress. There are others
milling around; groups
walkers and as I've
always known: the quest
I am to find her. I am in an alternate state of
actuality
a highly charged energy level; I am a quest ion.
As I approach a gathering and begin to ask
wordless
directions to come this way
that. Some helping
some distract
a maze
of tracing
retracing. Somewhere
an arena. Part of the game
staying focused.
Arrival
but the path is fenced; snickers
a scattering
redirects
misdirects.
Misinformation
hints
clues. Knowledge is power
the only truth. Miss
Information
I am to find. Circuitry paths mark my search
meanderings.
Me and rings
hanging from my neck
chains binding the key.
The river of time
flowing over a rise
somewhere.
One
to find the way in
and then... what performance?
What a performance.